Winter is depressing.
When I say depressing, I really mean disheartening. I’m not one who’s a downer too much, but right now I feel pretty… well, hollow. This semester seems to be catching up to me. I felt like I’ve done an admirable job so far, and I’m pretty certain I’ve got at least B’s or higher in all of my classes at this point, but I’ve been so unmotivated lately. I had a Japanese quiz today, and I was going to wake up a couple hours early and review for that shit, but I was too cold and kept sleeping. So when I actually took the test, I felt like I didn’t really do my best, and didn’t finish the test with the time allotted. I don’t know. I feel selfish as fuck because I’m definitely not one who truly needs some time off, but I feel like I need some sort of break. Thanksgiving is just what Dr. Mendoza self-prescribes. I also note that I should be writing my speech that I have to give tomorrow, but I’m not in the mood. Maybe listening to the Chrono Trigger soundtrack will motivate me.
